I’m still unsure of how I lost my virginity. It was with my first boyfriend and we had fooled around for a few months before taking the leap and having, to us, full on sex. Those first couple of months were a whirlwind for me. We started out pretty hot and heavy, within minutes of my first kiss with him he had me in his lap making out. Days later his pant were unzipped in the back of his car and him telling me to put my mouth there. I had never done anything like that before I had no idea what I was doing and as he held my head down and I struggled to breathe I thought, “I guess this is what having a boyfriend is like”.